stigma is killer man! wow. imagine a world where people leap up to help, instead of you dreading revealing anything. imagine sharing yourself completely and having people understand, instead of expecting to be misunderstood as a fucking crazy. the thing that irks me is we're the people that need a boost and a little help, a little understanding the most since we've been dealt a shitty hand. yet the reality is we can barely reach out because we can't talk. we are mutes about our illnesses. i bet healing could come in waves were we able to reveal and talk about stuff. i'm so stifled at times. i censor myself. i hide. i sink. it's a terrible thing. we need to educate. for real.