We lack the self control inside us, so what's happening outside of us is just a manifestation of the inner unruliness. Or something like that. God this is so true. I've heard it said that mental illness is just an internal build-up of problems over-time that have covered up, and diminished our true spirit. What's hopeful about this is we have the power to rid these problems from ourselves. There's so much work to do though. It's tough when you realize just how far you have to go. One day at a time.