sometimes I think about the future, and when I do i feel so conflicted about what I can do. I don't feel I can hop on a plane and go join the peace corps. i need stability, and structure. so i'm left thinking there's got to be a place for me in the community. when we desire someting like life at all costs, in all its greatness, sometimes we feel shunned from having that. but in a responsible way we can have adventures. we can go places and experience new things. responsibily with an eye on our meds, with a scheduled visit to our therapist, and with the proper emergency plan. we shouldn't be denied adventures, and new fresh things. when we feel cramped at home. DREAM. Dream up an adventure and work it out in small steps.